Nikki's Lovely Lace

哀莫大于心死。

2012-02-18T20:16:00.004+08:00

你凭什么？

你凭什么认为我会回应你？

当你离开时，有考虑过一点点我的感受吗？

没有！因为你就是那个自私鬼！

自私得可以把我对你一切的好和关心踩在脚底下！

你懂那是什么感受吗？

可笑的是，你当然不知道。

之前还想给你机会，看你改变。

但现在一切都是多余的。

我的心冷漠了，不再期待了。

也等于心淡了，对重要朋友的心也死了。

你可以怪我的绝情，但这原本就是你要的。

只因你真的让我太失望了，心也痛得麻痹，不懂什么叫痛了。

几年的珍贵友谊你没珍惜过，才落得如此下场。

你可以怪我的无情，我也没什么好怨的，就让你如愿以偿地失去你所谓的“重要人“。

我只求一切归于平淡，平静。

还有，你也没资格说我的任何不高兴，只因都是你一手造成的。

想问一句，难道我没资格吗？

我没资格生气吗？

当你自私没通知的走了，我没怨，看得开，心平气和，我也只能这么做了。

以后再也不随便听别人的承诺了，因为给承诺的人总是随便说说而做不到。

这是我学到的教训。

你无需后悔。

请开心地过你的生活。

互不牵涉，我说到做到。

就这样，不想多说什么。

谢谢你，以后的陌生人。

Just Let It Be

2012-02-01T15:42:00.002+08:00

After all, i will just let it be...

I feel so tired to explain and explain again...

Which every time you said you understand but actually you are not...

I already try so hard and my best to explain what you want to know...

But i don know why all the things still will become like this...

What you not understand again?

I know you start to ignore me again...

Im doing what i said before...

I will not find you as you wish...

I will not call... I will not message you til you find me...

I do what i have said... But you?

This is what you have change?

If this is, then what for you ask me to wait for your changes?

FUCKing care!!!

2011-10-24T23:03:00.003+08:00

YES YES YES!!!

IM STILL FUCKING CARE!!!

AS SHE SAID: I'M JUST A FOOL TO YOU!!!

SO WHAT!!!

Today~ There are something happy for me instate of this fucking care feelings...

Because I just realize ~ You are nothing compare to what I have now and who is care about me...

You are just a past tense... You are just a person who passing by...

Please!!! Go ahead...

Hurt me as fucking much as possible!!!

Hurt me as fucking deep as possible!!!

Because I know it doesn't mean anything to you anymore!!!

But in this world, I still have my lovely family and friends...

Who will always support me...

Giving me a hand...

Giving me a shoulder to cry on...

Support me at behind...

Which full of love and cares...

For today and future: I'm more care about someone instate of the fucking care feeling that you give me while people talking about YOUR...

THERE IS ANOTHER PERSON WHO MORE IMPORTANT AND I CARE FOR!!!

GOOD LUCK

2011-09-18T20:16:00.004+08:00

I know you are suffering...

So I will not disturb you today onward...

Please take care of yourself ya...

Don't get sick...

Drink more water everyday...

Eat every meal, everyday...

Don't eat unhealthy food la...

If any problem just find your friend to chat...

Don't keep in your heart...

Don't be emo...

Put on your blanket when you sleep every night...

(Many things wan't to tell you, but cut short)

Good luck for your work =)

Good luck for your future =)

All the best =)

Wish you happy all the time =)

2011-09-18T13:17:00.004+08:00

As long as you are HAPPY =)

Care...

2011-09-16T22:47:00.003+08:00

I really care =)

GOOD o BAD?

2011-08-31T14:50:00.004+08:00

hmm... In this few days, I found that i'm really a "lun zun poh"...

Is not this few days only found that... But, this few days I feel exactly I am...

I have "o qing" everywhere on my body... (very pain, but don't know how i get it, hahaha)

Then i always want to fall down...

Really scare, when every time i thought i will fall down... {luckily no =)}

Is it because I twisted my leg before?

Second things...

Am I "dai tao ha"?

Everyday forget this forget that...

Is that my brain memory too small har?

Is that all I got?

Only 1 GB memory like my phone... hahaha^^

Third...

I think sometimes I am noob, weak and stupid... (sometimes only la >.<)

Is that good?

Is that bad?

Any solution for me?

But sometimes only, still can accept la~ hahaha...

Maybe is kind of cute??? ahaahahahaha...

Is all those things good o bad in my life?

SAD 。HURT 。NEVER

2011-08-28T19:49:00.003+08:00

its HURT...

its damn HURT...

its freaking HURT...

so SAD...

so damn SAD...

so freaking SAD...

never & ever...

I WILL NEVER GET USE TO IT

I CANT TAKE IT

I CANT TAKE IT FOREVER

im a "bin zhui" goldfish now =(

I am so sorry...

2011-08-28T15:14:00.004+08:00

I am so sorry =(

I would like to apologize...

I had make a big mistake...

I am SORRY...

It bothering you...

It make you feel sad...

It make you feel hurt...

It make you don't know what to do...

I swear...

I don't mean to bothering you...

I swear...

I don't mean to make you sad...

I swear...

I don't mean to hurt you...

I have the responsibility...

Don't say its just your problem...

Please don't say sorry...

Please don't feel sorry...

Its not your fault...

I know you care about me...

So do I...

I care about you...

Maybe you don't know how much you mean to me...

Maybe you don't know how IMPORTANT you are...

But I am very sure that you are so so so important to me...

Although I know I will be so sad and hurt...

But I should not be so selfish...

If it is good for you...

If you can feel better...

If you will be more happy...

Please take your time...

No matter how...

I will just accept...

As long as you are happy =)

You will always in my mind...

You will always in my heart...

NO MATTER WHAT...

There is a very big space for you...

In my heart...

Deeply... ^^

2011-08-14T20:28:00.002+08:00

ulala~

im officially a ''cacat kia" ..

im a happy person..

im a stronger person..

with this positive energy surrounding me..

i will live happily ever after..

not for others but myself..

although im OKU=orang kurang upaya..

but im super happy n high...

coz there's alot of ppl treating me like a princess ^-^ wuhoo !!

haha....

im noob

-.-

Delete YOU...

2011-07-17T18:31:00.000+08:00

Every things is over between YOU and ME...

No tears anymore...

YOU are NOT WORTH for it anymore...

Im gonna look forward and start my new life...

THANKS for every things that YOU give ME...

Every things that YOU teach ME...

Every good memories that YOU give ME...

I appreciate all these and I learn from these...

Wish YOU live happily and stay healthy...

THANK YOU^^

First time in my life~

2011-07-17T18:02:00.002+08:00

All the things i do in 8 July 2011 is all first time in my life...

It just comes too fast to me...
It make me feel worry, nervous, scare and sad...
The doctor is a male...
This make me feeling more shy...

How much i hope this is not real...
But, every things happen around me shows these are all real...

14 July 20011...
This is the first operation in my life...
I think no one will know my feeling on that day...
I feel much more nervous and scare...

This is my "ID"...

I cant wear anythings on my body...

No necklace, no earings, no nail polish...
I cant eat and drink before operation...
Feel so thirsty...

I feel more relax after visiting my two cute nephew...
They are so cute...
When i see their smile, hear their laugh...
My heart become much more calm...

"Life is sweet"

Ya... Should think this way^^

I just can see white colour's light...

So bright...
The feeling is so weird when my parents is beside me and sending me to operation room...
Feel like be apart...
Keep on telling myself, I cant cry...
I should be strong...

Not making parents worry about me...

I just can see the 8 surgical lights are so big and bright...
Its freaking scary...
After an injection and inhalation of medicine...
I fall asleep...I cant move...
I cant think anythings...
Is all blank in my mind...

I can hear few nurse is chating...
I try to open my eyes to see...
Feel a bit pain...
Is it operation over?
I guess yes...
I feel so weak...
I have no energy...
Feeling so cold...
Luckily the nurse give me a warm blanket...

I saw my parents when i open my eyes again...
Try to talk with them...
But i still feel dizzy...
After some times...
I feel awake...
I can talk and see clearly...

Im starving after the operation... Hahaha...
I try to eat something...
And then, Ashlee and my aunt come and visit...
Talk a lot with Ashlee...
It has been so long that we din chat face to face...
Quite happy to see her and my aunts...

We go back to Pulau Ketam when all the process is done...
THANKS to Ashlee... Visit me and fetch us to Klang... mm... Muackzz^^

Superb THANKS to my VVVVVIP Kim...

Thx a lot...

Fetch me go here and there...
Buy me chocolate when you think it may help me, make me feel better...
Comfort me when i feel nervous and scare...
THANKS ya^^ mm... Muackzz...

THANKS to Shein...
Give me support and comfort me from the beginning...
Thx for the card and birthday present ya...

THANKS ya all my friend who comfort me, support me and concern me...
Thx to my ji mui...
Thx to C-17-9...
Thx to classmate...
mm... Muackzz...^^

The Operation Is Over!!!

What happen to me???

2011-06-27T02:39:00.003+08:00

What Happen To Me?

Seriously i don't know what im doing... Im being so lazy... arg!!! It is suitable for me to be a PIG... <(@(OO)@)> I always sleep for so long, eat so much, doing nothing and being so lazy... Im so SUCK!!!

First, im being so lazy when this sem start... I always watch drama, playing game and facebooking but not study... I can lazy until din wash my clothes and leave it for more than 3 days. OMG... Why i become so lazy? Why??? Keep on asking myself but din't do any things to stop my laziness.

Second, im disappointed because of my EB midterm test. Im so SUCK!!! Although i din sleep for whole night, but i still can't memories all the important things and i mix it up... I think the marks will be very low... T_T It is because im doing DM assignment and study last minute. I should not be like that but im lazy... Im damn tired on that day... (Thx to Kim n Shein... Accompany me when i cry, enlightened me when i think negatively and make me laugh with their effort when im still sad... Thx a lot... mm... muackzz^^)

Last, im worry about my TM assignment draft. Because i late submit my draft and i get 44% of the safe assign which Corrina state that not more than 15 %. Please ask me why!!! Because i sleep for 18 hours and i do my assignment last minute. I always do thing last minute... Haiz... I hope Corrina will accept my draft and i promise i will correct what ever she want and all those part i haven do correction. (Thx for Kim... Help me search information... Thx ya, because i know you feel tired already, then still need to help me find information. hahaha... I owe u^^ and sorry for disturbing while you sleep ya... Good nite^^)

Conclusion, all these things happen must have their reason... The reason is... IM SO LAZY LIKE PIG!!! IM SO SUCK!!! I ALWAYS DO THINGS LAST MINUTE!!! I hope everything is ok^^ I promise... I will CHANGE!!! I will CHANGE!!!

CANNOT BE LAZY ANYMORE!!! (but sometimes is reasonable to be lazy^^
CANNOT DO THINGS LAST MINUTE ANYMORE!!! ( but sometimes is reasonable to do things last minute because idea will suddenly pop out when last minute^^)

And one more last last things... I really really worry about my boobie T_T Hope will be fine...

My apple!!

2010-11-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

Eh! MR! PLEASE don take people's things! My patience is limited! Don't think the things is yours which people din't tell that the things is their own! Don't say "I thought is XXX one"! That is not a reason! Before you eat, you cant ask who is owner?! If you want to eat but you not sure the owner is who, you don't know how to ask?!

This is not the apple's problem. Is the attitude of that person. If I am the person who do that, will you angry like i did just now? Please put yourselves in people's shoes.

Since you apologize to me, i accept it. But no next time. If you ask me, i willing to give you the apple. :)

Wuhoo... Im not that angry already. :)

LATE!!

2010-11-22T00:37:00.005+08:00

Late late late... Everything is late. T_T

Ferry--->LATE!
KTM--->LATE!!
Assignment--->LATE!!!

Arggh... Yesterday I was very bad luck.

To: Ms Corrina

Please accept my assignment. Please. T_T I just late for 5 minutes. Because I sign up for the Yahoo account. I know it is not a good reason, but I'm begging you to accept. Please. T_T

From: Nikki

Last 2 Days, 16 November 2010

2010-11-19T01:56:00.003+08:00

I dream something when i take a nap last 2 days. It is quit scary and make me worry.

Story of the dream: One day, I feel very very stress due to the exam or study (not sure). I feel difficult to breath and almost stop breathing. In the dream, I try very very hard to take a deep breath.

In the reality, I feel that also. When Shein wake me up, I feel very difficult to breath like lose one's breath. Its like if i din't breath very deep I may STOP breathing. It is very scary. I breathe heavily frequently when I am taking bath. This situation keep for quite long, about more than half an hour.

I have a thought, if i stop breathing in the dream, is that also happen in reality. Oh my God! I cant imagine that. I keep on telling myself that it just a dream, don't worry too much.

I hope it wont happen again. Please~ I feel so scare.

EVERYTHING WILL BE OK^^

Late Night

2010-11-16T03:02:00.000+08:00

SO LATE, SO SAD, SO MISS

S.A.D Raining Day~

2010-11-15T17:46:00.000+08:00

SAD~ I lose 8 marks in OB midterm test today. If I answer it correctly then will be more good. T_T
The answer should be like this:

There are four determinants of organisation structure which are strategy, organization size, technology and environment.

First is strategy. There are three strategy which are innovation strategy, cost minimization strategy and imitation strategy. Innovation strategy mean the organization will produce new product or service frequently. Organic structure is the best structure for this strategy. Cost minimization strategy is emphasize on tight cost control but not compete with innovation of the product or service. The best structure for this strategy is mechanistic. Imitation strategy mean the organization will move into new market only when the viability have been proven. The mixture of mechanistic and organic structure is the best structure for this strategy.

Second, the more the organization grow, the more mechanistic the structure. The more specialize the organization with more rules and regulation.

Third, technology is refer to how the input is converted to output. The more routine the activities, the more mechanistic the structure.

Last, environment is refer to the force outside the organization have the potential to affect the organization performance. There are three factors, capacity, volatility and complexity. The more dynamic the more organic the structure. (8 marks)

Can I get full marks? CAN, but useless. Because I have no chance to write on that answer sheet.

FOR NIKKI: Please forget about it. You can't do anything for it. You just can do better next time^^ Add oil~

Final Exam Coming...

2010-08-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

final coming... i hope i can do better but i always worry n scare about it... what should i do... still have 6 days and i haven start... feel want to cry... i must study in this 6 days... MUST!!! cannot relax already... sleep at 3 o'clock every night... hahaha... add oil please... NIKKI!!! fighting fighting!!! U CAN DO IT!!!

My Result^^

2010-05-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

i feel so calm b4 checking my result... but i nervous n worry at the next second... hoo... i c my result adi... yeah!! all pass... 2A1B... i aspect ILO is A... but come out is A-... T_T but at least i pass adi lo... n the BMP i aspect pass is enough... haha... but i get B... happy... i feel satisfy lo... hehe^^

PASS!!!

the card... lucky 44^^

2010-05-20T23:29:00.001+08:00

Driving test^^

2010-05-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

i go for driving test at Kampung Jawa today... wake up when 07:45... clean my face n brush teeth... drink a cup of chicken pasta sup... it is very nice^^ then the guy come n fetch me when 08:30... i start nervous in the car... OMG... don know y i easy to get nervous... then i reach there n start waiting n waiting... my card number is 44... it sounds like not "gat lei"... but i trust i can do it^^ haha... when i was in the car... i do everything carefully... after that is my turn to do the "bukit"... i very scare i drive over the yellow area... OMG... my hand break stuck there... i try for 3 times oni can drop down the hand break... luckily my car engine din off then i can come down from the "bukit"... then parking n 3 point turn... wohoo... i finish it n all pass... jus left road test... when on the road... i scare i go in the wrong way... luckily again... no... haha... the JPJ is a bit serious... he always ask me to "pijak minyak"... haha... he also got remind me to change gear... thx lo... then he give me pass...^^ yeah!! finally i pass all at the first time... i can get my license adi... after all tat... i call mum... but i tell her i cant pass... haha... very naughty la me...^^ but still tell her i pass at last la... hehe... then the guy send me back to sentosa lo... then go back KL^^

thx for my bro... he sms me n give me support... i will remember wat he tell me... {if nervous cant do anything de} this is wat he told me... thx ya... mm...muackzz

Result: PASS!!!^^

driving class today...

2010-05-04T16:48:00.000+08:00

today i hav a drving class... is been a hot hot day...^^ hrm... i was waiting for 1 hour something... i sit there waiting n waiting.... nothing to do.... jus hp game n listen to radio...

finally... the white colour kancil with the L logo is coming... wao... he call me to drive... ok... i drive... hrm... the feel not bad... haha... then i drive to kampung jawa there...

so i start to learn "bukit" ... a bit nervous... when on top of the "bukit", the engine off... OMG... first time... second times... third times... i believe i can do better next time^^ thx for the teacher tat teach me ya...

tomorrow maybe will go KL with mom n bro... go visit da yi n er yi... yeah! i can eat delicious food...^^ my favorite-La La... haha... ok la... tats all for today^^

angry then happy^^

2010-04-29T17:04:00.000+08:00

today wake up on 9:00a.m... a bit sleepy^^ happened 2 important things... one is angry another is happy...

ANGRY: b4 i go Klang... i help mother inthe restaurance... got a aunty call me to pack a pack of rice... then i pack lo... after i pack n give her, she tell me tat the rice is for her dog... so need a bigger plastic... i said u din say earlier...( in a nice tone....) i feel ok a... then give her another plastic... when i give, her son say is not them to tell me is i need to ask them... wa... now i really so angry... hey! mr... we are doing restaurence business... am i need to ask for every custom who wan to pack rice tat the rice is for dog o people a?!! OMG... u think im GOD r? stupid person... when he finish tat sentance... i feel very embarrassed... so i laugh a bit lo... then the mr say u no need laugh la... u laugh also no use... argh....... im so......... ANGRY...

HAPPY: i learn to drive today... waiting for half hour... finally he come... i start learning at Pandanmaran... the teacher is quite funny... haha... we talk n laugh... a bit difficult to control tat car during the lesson... the engine was off for 3 times... hahaha...but i feel happy la... i hope i can finish the lessons n get my license as fast as possible...^^ thx... teacher... u r really a nice n kind person...

Twilight^^ haha...

2009-12-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

it looks like twilight... ahahaha... very nice... amazing view... even the sky is like grey colour... but it is some light... tis tell me even im in the darkness... but it always some light for me... the light like some ppl are helping me and giving me a hand... so warm... thx ya...^^ mm... muackzz....

how amazing happened...

2009-11-09T23:33:00.000+08:00

really amazing... a twins was born... n their complexion is different... how it can be... impossible... but it is really happens... so, any miracle can happen in our life n in this world... if u believe, then it will fulfil... it is depend on u... believe it o not??^^ so cute...

sharing...^^

2009-10-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

nice weather n view... Pulau Ketam...^^

wao... so heavy... but i can take it leh... wakakaka^^

just want to share... Pulau Ketam^^

2009-10-05T22:49:00.000+08:00

第一次约会照^^

2009-10-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

我的第一次

2009-09-15T23:35:00.000+08:00

人生有多少个第一次呢？

别想歪，不是“那个”...

是...

跟同屋友的第一次约会....

同屋友：

Shein

Winson(许美浓）

Ming Chan（Stephanie 张美玲)

Ah Mui

Wei Loon（粉红猪）

Ah Boon

Ting Ting

Darren

Qi Min

本来...
我心情很糟糕...
因为最后一科考试...

我不会，很难...

真的...

应该是不及格了吧...
我强忍着快要蹦出的眼泪...

一直坚持到家...

还好...

眼泪还算听话...

没给我丢脸...
心想...

别让我的糟心情影响大家...

抛开烦恼吧...

自己跟自己这么说...

真的真的很开心...

跟大家共度的一个通宵...
吃饭

逛街

看电影

唱歌

喝酒

吃宵夜

虽然有点累...

但是很值得...

我们还做了些疯狂的事...

真是前所未有的胆量...

很谢谢你们...

不然我可能一整天都会想起考试的事...

很遗憾的是我们没拍到全家福...

下次...

下次一定要拍...^^

善变。。。

2009-09-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

人。。。
是善变的吗？
你是吗？
他是吗？
大家都是吗？
我身边的人呢？
全世界都在变。。。
人啊。。。
是世界上最深不可测的。。。
很恐怖。。。
突然想起了一位知己曾经这样告诉我。。。
说变就变。。。
“你”变了！
真的！
也许你不知道。。。
但。。。
无可否认的。。。
“大家”都这么觉得。。。
是好是坏呢？
谁知道啊？
我？
我。。。
难以启齿。。。
有点失望。。。
“你”去哪了？
消失了吗？
背对着“我们”。。。
只能看着背影。。。
静静的。。。越来越远。。。
越走越远。。。消失在“我们”眼前。。。
在黑暗中消失不见了。。。
那时的“你”呢？
可以回来吗？
“你”想回来吗？
问问你的心。。。
宁听着。。。
我想知道。。。
我想“你”回来。。。
“大家”开开心心的。。。
就像刚来时的一样。。。
回来吧。。。

复杂...

2009-09-12T00:08:00.000+08:00

真的很复杂...
你有面对过复杂的事吗？
你也许有？
他也许没有？
亲情？

友情？

感情？
复杂是什么啊？
愚蠢!
幼稚！
一厢情愿的东西!!
无需想太多...
只要彼此没碰到彼此的底线...
请保持距离!!
设好底线!!
拜托...
真的不想“它”来敲门...
真的不想有事情发生...
真的不想...
就这样...
安安静静...
平平淡淡...
请，别想太多...

对不起^^

2009-09-04T02:47:00.000+08:00

对不起...

我说谎了...

是善意的谎言...

不是为了隐藏或掩饰什么...

只是不想让你为我担心...

几分钟的电联...

足够了...

很温暖，就像太阳的温热...

很介意...

所以写了“对不起”...

感觉，好多了...^^

Father's day!!! ^^

2009-06-21T00:48:00.001+08:00

nice cake... mango de...^^ yum yum^^ happy father's day!!!

three father...^^ the lefthand side de in my dad... center one is my uncle... righthand side de is my da bo... all so happy...

my cute cute cousin... so cute... i told her to make a pose... she really got a pose like her style...^^ cute...

all about food...^^ yummy..

2009-06-21T00:24:00.001+08:00

all delicious food... yum yum...^^

my mom de bo pia.. so nice..^^

ketam de chicken steak... n also ice blended... strawberry de oo...^^

ming chan with rendang chicken...^^ good pose...

Its my n stephanie's birthday...^^ happy n sweet memory... 3 june 2009,4 june2009

2009-06-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

too busy adie... now only post this...^^ i feel so happy n sweet... they celebrate birthday with me n stephanie(ming chan)... the cake they buy so nice n sweet..^^ i never forget this...

our birthday cake... so nice^^ yummy...

present from opposite house de gor gor.... haha^^

hehe... my face all cream... but happy la... all of us also got cream...^^

haha... stephanie's(ming chan) birthday also...^^ "she" so funny n cute de la...^^

see him... eat until so enjoy...^^

me n a mui... haha...^^

sorry for friends... still got pic i not yet put... i will put it after this^^ wait ya...

Hai Wong Restaurant^^

2009-05-29T20:34:00.000+08:00

we celebrate mum's birthday here... tis is the pic after we eat...^^ (forgot to catch a pic before we eat oo...) cant do "before" n "after" le... haha^^

Gas Online!!!!!^^

2009-05-29T20:14:00.000+08:00

Me n cousin {Shein}^^

Wendy n Shiang Yun^^

so delicious oo... yummy...^^ o e shi^^

tis 2 coconut tree is special for [{stephanie} qing ai de...]^^ tis is her favourite...

the wedding day...^^

2009-05-29T19:53:00.000+08:00

my cousin de wedding dinner... they 2 so secocok lo... wish them love forever la...^^

the "love chocolate"...

wau!!! so big!!!! do u seen before? ^^ the hai sen is special for "stephanie" ming chan...^^

Pulau Ketam's view...^^

2009-05-29T19:50:00.000+08:00

this is so funny...^^

2009-05-29T19:40:00.000+08:00

Do you ever see a bicycle that don have seatter? hahaha...^^ like tis...

first day to school...^^

2009-05-25T16:23:00.000+08:00

today wake up so early because need to go school... in class, the lecturer talk with basic english... he is quite good... i understand wat he is teaching... but... my eyes... my eyes... wan to close le... hehe... because last nite i watch movie until 2 o'clock oo...(don scold me ya^^) so im too tired... too tired...

the situation between friends bcome more good today... its so good... i don hope all ppl like stranger... its so cold... friends be hot...("not tat hot la")don think too much...^^ still is the same sentances... everythings will be ok... tats nothing impossible...

today i feel so so so tired a... but not yet go sleep... eyes wan close jor... but my mind still don wan to stop thinking... working... hope a very good nite today...^^

i hope every things will be ok...^^

2009-05-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday n today got so many things happen... its between friendship... got so many things happen because of "MISUNDERSTAND"... i have not much to say... i jus hope... everything will be ok...^^

today go watch movie with friend... quite happy... but it spent me a lot...T_T must save after tis le... haha...

so miss my family... miss my friend... n friend in kem... hope they all happy n smile always...^^

i watch a movie call "hua yang nan zi" last nitez... so nice... gu jun phyo so leng zai.... aaaaa........ haha... the gal so cute....^^

tomorrow start study le... must hardworking le... cant watch leng zai le... wakakaka....(but still watch la)

so tired.........tired........ tired........ good nitez.....^^ sweet dreamz..........

free now...^^ write something la...

2009-05-19T22:28:00.001+08:00

today wake up quite late oo... so happy cos swimming jus now...^^ almost one year din swim le... so fun... haha... all the housemate so friendly n funny... today go sungai wang n timesquare...^^ i buy jor one bag... quite like it de la... its in white colour... but i got c another one... more nice de... i so regret din buy tat one... T_T i must buy it next time... hahaha...

the first day...^^

2009-05-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day i using tis... Don know wat to write down... Haha... Missing all my PLKN's friend... Don know wat they do today in the kem... Wish them lucky all the day la...^^